Even though it’s been more than 5 years since their divorce was finalized, Lamar Odom still isn’t over Khloé Kardashian.

In a sneak peek from the new season of Celebrity Big Brother, the former Lakers baller talked to fellow contestant Todrick Hall about how much he misses Kardashian. His admission comes after admitting to having a dream about Khloe while sleeping in the Big Brother house.

“I had some good dreams last night,” Lamar says in the clip. “I dreamt my ex wife last night.”

Todrick asks, “Who’s your ex wife?” to which Odom replies, “You don’t know her?”

When Hall asks the retired NBA star to clarify how many wives he‘s had, he answers, “Just the one and only.”

During their conversation, Lamar admits that he and the Keeping Up With The Kardashians star no longer talk, but makes it clear that he still thinks about her a lot.

“I miss her so much,” he says. “I wish I could take that time back.”

Odom goes on to tell Todrick that he and Khloé were married for four years, saying one more time that he misses her “so much.”

Unfortunately for Lamar and for all of us that have to hear about it, Odom missing the reality star is nothing new. In May 2020, he took responsibility for his nonexistent relationship with Khloé and the rest of her family during an interview with Andy Cohen.

“Unfortunately, you know, due to my behavior and some bad decisions, we don’t really talk any longer,” he said at the time. “I miss their family tremendously.”

As fans of Keeping Up With The Kardashians know from seeing their relationship documented on the series, Khloé and Lamar had an unconventional love story.

The pair got married in 2009 after knowing each other for just a few weeks. After many turbulent years, in 2013, Kardashian filed for divorce, but withdrew the filing in 2015 to help Lamar following his near-fatal overdose.

In 2016, Khloé refiled for divorce, which was finalized in December of that year.