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CNN journalist shares final text message of MTV VJ Ananda Lewis

Their voices trembled, not with professional polish, but with raw, real grief


Shirley Gomez
Senior Writer
JUNE 13, 2025 11:33 AM EDT

Ananda Lewis, the beloved MTV VJ-turned-talk show host who once defined cool for an entire generation, passed away on June 11 at age 52 after living for years with stage IV breast cancer. Her death, while heartbreaking, has also become a moment of reflection for her loved ones, for her longtime fans, and for a generation that watched her rise, step back, and then rise again in her own quiet, unwavering way.

On Thursday, June 12, her close friends and fellow journalists Stephanie Elam and Sara Sidner—both correspondents at CNN—joined forces on air to honor Lewis' memory. 

Just last October, Lewis, Elam, and Sidner sat down for an unfiltered discussion about their parallel but diverging battles with breast cancer. Sidner chose the traditional medical route, double mastectomy, chemo, and radiation. Lewis, true to her fiercely independent spirit, chose a holistic path. No mastectomy. No chemotherapy.

"She was hard-headed," Elam said on air, with a knowing smile through tears. "She wanted to do it her own way." 

"One thing I want everyone to know is that she was at peace with this decision," Elam said. "She had come to grips with it."

Ananda Lewis during Frida Kahlo Tequila Launch - November 15, 2005 at Michael Scott Estate in Los Angeles, California, United States. (Photo by Amy Tierney/WireImage)© WireImage
Ananda Lewis during Frida Kahlo Tequila Launch - November 15, 2005 at Michael Scott Estate in Los Angeles, California, United States. (Photo by Amy Tierney/WireImage)

A Sudden Turn

According to Elam, Lewis' decline came faster than anyone expected. She had visited Lewis just the day before she passed. "We thought we had weeks, and it turned out that it was just a matter of hours," Elam said. "It happened very quickly."

Elam shared part of Lewis' final text message, reading it live on air: "You know my feelings on this. We all go. These bodies are on loan and must be returned. We come in love and choose to leave it with love as well. I love you, my wonderful lifelong bestie of besties."

More Than a VJ: A Sister, a Mother, a Force

Long before she became a TV staple, Lewis was Stephanie Elam's dorm-room buddy at Howard University. "Before she auditioned for Teen Summit, she got dressed in my dorm room," Elam wrote in an emotional Instagram tribute. "Her first day on the air on MTV, I was there—just off camera—to cheer her on."

TV Personality Ananda Lewis visits Hallmark's "Home & Family" at Universal Studios Hollywood on March 21, 2019 in Universal City, California. (Photo by Paul Archuleta/Getty Images)© Getty Images
TV Personality Ananda Lewis visits Hallmark's "Home & Family" at Universal Studios Hollywood on March 21, 2019 in Universal City, California. (Photo by Paul Archuleta/Getty Images)

In 1997, she became one of MTV's most recognizable faces, hosting "Total Request Live" and "Hot Zone" with a mix of charisma, warmth, and edge, making her an instant icon. The New York Times didn't miss it either; in 1999, they dubbed her "the hip-hop generation's reigning It Girl." By 2001, she'd parlayed that success into her nationally syndicated talk show, "The Ananda Lewis Show."

But fame never changed her. As Elam shared, they remained each other's constants through career highs, motherhood, and even low-key, no-makeup hangouts. "We were there for each other in the big moments and the quiet everyday ones," Elam wrote. "The no makeup mommying days and our annual 'framily' traditions with our kids—which we never missed."

Lewis's death has left a massive hole in the hearts of those who knew and loved her. But she also reminded them to choose love, live honestly, and define their path.

Ananda Lewis during 2005 ESPY Awards - Arrivals at Kodak Theatre in Hollywood, California, United States. (Photo by Chris Polk/FilmMagic)© FilmMagic
Ananda Lewis during 2005 ESPY Awards - Arrivals at Kodak Theatre in Hollywood, California, United States. (Photo by Chris Polk/FilmMagic)

She is survived by her young son, who will undoubtedly grow up hearing stories about a mother who moved through life with grace, grit, and a light that couldn't be dimmed. As she put it herself: "These bodies are on loan and must be returned. We come in love and choose to leave it with love as well."

Rest easy, Ananda. You were, and always will be, unforgettable.

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