Tonight is the beginning of the end of Keeping Up With The Kardashian era. A teaser for the premiere of the season finale shows a vulnerable side of Khloe Kardashian as she confides in her big sister Kim Kardashian about her struggles with pregnancy. It‘s a topic Kim knows well, she had several complications throughout her first pregnancy like Preeclampsia, and Placenta accreta, per DailyMail. According to Khloe, she almost miscarried with True and has an 80 percent chance of miscarrying her 2nd child. Read the heartbreaking details below, per E! Online.

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In the clip, the Kardashians are talking about Khloe’s eggs she is fertilizing with Tristan Thompson. Khloe tells Kim her Doctor was concerned after doing a blood panel because she found out she would be “a high risk carrier for a pregnancy.” Khloe then revealed shocking statistics before stating she wasn’t going to get into specifics on camera. “I’m not going to get into specifics on camera, but they said it’s an 80 something percent chance that I’ll miscarry. I almost miscarried with True at the beginning, but I didn’t know that was like a lingering thing.” She explained.

Khloe vents in her confessional saying the whole is hard to digest. “This is all really, like, shocking to me. All I’m trying to do is bring more love into my life and into my family and it just... I seem to be running into more and more roadblocks and it’s really hard for me to digest.” The Good American founder continued, explaining the Doctor said, “she would be afraid if my embryos are so hard to create, she would feel terrible putting one in without warning me that most likely I wouldn’t be able to carry.”

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Kim stayed positive and offered her own advice since she has experience with surrogacy. The mom of four carried North and Saint but had a surrogate for her youngest two, Chicago and Psalm. “I honestly had the best experience with surrogacy.” Kim also assured Khloe she would love her baby just the same even if she didn’t carry it. “And… you know what giving birth feels like. I always say if you can do it, its such an amazing experience but you’ll see that the love that you have for your kids is exactly the same. Like there’s no difference except that someone else is the carrier.”

Despite the positivity, Khloe admits, “Thats actually really scary.” In the confessional, she opens up about the beautiful experience she had with True and said it was breaking her heart thinking she could never have that again. “I’m really grateful that there are other options, but I loved being pregnant with True. It’s such a beautiful experience to have. Knowing I might never get to feel like that again- it’s scary, it’s stressful and it breaks my heart.”